![]() ![]() There is a song on the “ Rise and Fall of Mars Hill” podcast called “ Sticks and Stones”. When those who took the same vows that I took, decide to disaffiliate, then I believe all of our discipleship creates the conditions for all of us to become less faithful. To put this another way, I need you to show me how odd I am so that I can come to see that I am, as Carretto said, “am no better than anyone else”. ![]() I do not have all the answers and if you think that you do, then heck, I want you in my life! And if you have all the answers, then don’t you want to help those who, like me, do not have the answers? And the truth is, those who disagree with me need me in their lives too. The truth is that I need the very people that I disagree with to walk with me. It is weird, is it not, that God always seems to have the same beliefs and convictions you have? ![]() But when the Bible and creeds never are in conflict with your convictions and beliefs it begs the question if we are just making “my Church” and not the “Church of Christ”. Some will try to argue that it is less about personal conviction and more about adhering to some Biblical or creedal standard. The underlying assumption is that the personal conviction and beliefs are paramount, that those are what should drive what denomination a local church should be. We hear that we should follow our convictions and that we ought to be able to let those who believe differently a gracious exit. We hear this in the way the Church is talking about if some should leave or stay. The current splintering of the United Methodist Church is an example of the Church failing to understand our tendency to make Church reflect us and not Christ. I am old enough to know that I am no better than anyone else. And if I did establish another, it would be my Church, not the Church of Christ. And besides, where would I go? Would I establish another? I would not be able to establish it without the same faults, for they are the same faults I carry in me. No, I cannot free myself from you, because I am you, though not completely. How often I have wanted to shut the doors of my soul in your face, and how often I have prayed to die in the safety of your arms. I have seen nothing in the world more devoted to obscurity, more compromised, more false, and yet I have touched nothing more pure, more generous, more beautiful. You have given me so much scandal and yet you have made me understand what sanctity is. How baffling you are, oh Church, and yet how I love you! How you have made me suffer, and yet how much I owe you! I would like to see you destroyed, and yet I need your presence. It distracts from the larger human tradition captured in the following lines from In all Carlo Carretto’s book, The God Who Comes. This argument is boring and tiresome, but more, it distracts. So for as many examples we can point to that splitting is God’s desire, there are just as many examples we can point to which suggests that unity is God’s desire. Additionally, Jesus prayed in John that those who follow him might be made one. But it is also true the United Methodist Church is also a church that was birth at the union of at least two churches (the Methodist Church and the Evangelical United Brethren). I understand the human tradition of splitting. It is not lost on me that the current United Methodist Church is a break away from the Church of England which itself is a break away from the Catholic Church which was a split with the Eastern Church which split from the Jerusalem Council. Some may argue that the fracturing, splintering and breaking up of the church is as old as civilization and therefore is some sort of proof that those who uphold unity as misguided at best. ![]()
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